Letting Go

28 October 2017



The main reason I stop blogging is because I was scared. I was scared of being judge by others. What if my English was not good enough? Or even my Malay? What if I made a grammatical errors? What if my content was boring and useless? What if I wrote something negative? What if my friends read my blog? What if my sisters found my blog? What if people thought I was bragging? And the what if questions continue.... Fuh

Honestly, I regret of letting my insecurities won over. I stop blogging. Try to blog again, but after my first entry I stop. Delete my previous first entry, and made a new first entry, stop again, and the cycle starts to repeat. Like last month, I wrote my first entry (again) and promise myself to commit writing my blog, but I haven't write anything since then. I almost, almost wanted to delete my first post, rewrite my first entry again. But then I stop.

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